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VERITAS, CHINELO OPARA - ENNY KASTIEL (READ FULL STORY)



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]t was a red silk dress - backless. The short gown hugged my body , my curves were unreal. I didn't wear a bra so my perfect boobs
perked out perfectly. My brown skin glowed and my makeup was flawless. I only ever wore clothes like this when I am going out with Michael . Looking at the mirror now , I think I understand his insecurity. I would have sex with myself if I could. I looked ravishing!

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' Chinelo! , Be fast na! Biko ! ' He called out from downstairs.
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I was done dressing up. I was taking my time to admire the beauty in front of the mirror . I was smiling as I turned to examine my backside. Oh my , even my booty was magic.
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He called out again ' Babe , why are you doing like this? We agreed to leave by 7:30 . This is 8:15 '
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I replied him ' I am coming jarey! Is it not you I am looking beautiful for ' . I could hear him laughing as I made my way to the stairs . I was majestic. I walked down slowly so he would notice me. He didn't even flinch. He was playing Fifa again - eyes glued to the 65 inches screen. Smh , I would still break that ps4 eventually . I made sounds so he would notice me , he didn't. Annoying! I got downstairs and I stood by the stairs - posing. I'm not leaving here till I get the reaction I want. I was there for 30 seconds. Then he turned his head briefly , then turned back to the Tv. He quickly processed what he just saw and he turned to look at me again. ' Oh my God! ' he exclaimed. Now I was blushing , that's the reaction I wanted. Hehe.
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He stood up , he was wearing his favorite suit. I loved that suit on him always. He walked towards me grinning while his dimples made a perfect impression . Those dimples are what made me fall for him in the first place. He came close to me , held my waist as his hands moved slowly to my ass. He squeezed it with all the sultry in him as I moaned softly.
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Michael : (He whispered ) Babe , you look like you control a whole planet !
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My bf of three years never ran out of weird ways of complimenting me.
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Me : ( Laughing sheepishly) What does that even mean ?
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Michael : You look like a goddess , fucking beautiful.
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Me : ( Now I couldn't help the blushing ) Thank you baby .
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Michael : I feel like bending you over right now on these stairs. Put in some crazy strokes you know ( He winked ) . I'm hard already. But then , we're late. (Sighs)
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Me : hehehhe , na you know o . Ashewo .
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Michael : hahaha , Oya let's go.
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He picked the keys to his GLE. I was surprised he was taking the Benz. That's like his second girlfriend. He only takes that car to very very important places. This is our first proper date in two months though and I'm impressed he is taking it so serious. We made our way to the door and he ran to the car , opened the door for me and bowed. I bursted out laughing . He's always so dramatic when he's the most happy. He tapped my ass as I took my seat in the car. He shut the door , went to the driver's seat and he started the car. Musa got the gate and we zoomed off. We got to Shiro restaurant after a 30 minute drive. I loved Asian food and that's why we went to Shiro.He didn't even argue with me when I chose the location even though he hated Asian food. I could actually tell he was really trying to make me happy. The ambience at Shiro was always exquisite , romantic and had a feel to it. I always loved the music too. I went through the menu a 100 times just to eventually order Sushi which is what I always ordered. Michael ordered pasta , as usual !
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The date was going well except for the fact that we've been waiting for our food for 10 minutes. We used the time to take pictures. Michael always took countless pictures me. I was always all over his snap , ig and WhatsApp. He could literally start a ' Keeping up with Chinelo ' show with the amount of videos he had of me. He took pictures of me in the kitchen , while I was sleeping , while I was driving , eating - everytime! . The food was finally here . I took multiple pictures of my food before delving in. Michael was eating already , he didn't have time for that kind of vanity. As we ate , we talked about many things and gossiped about people . Lol , we do that alot. In about 40 minutes , we were done eating. I noticed he was constantly texting someone on his phone but I didn't wana say anything because I wasn't even in the mood for a fight . We were seated there enjoying the atmosphere when I noticed the evil grin on his face. He stood up to come sit beside me and I knew he was up to something. He's always a naughty boy in public places . He surveyed the area as he smiled whilst he reached under the table and he put his hand on my lap , rubbing it gently and pushing my legs open slowly. I was blushing as I opened them up for him . I was wearing a white gstring but that was never a problem for Michael. He knew how to shift my panties to the side anytime he wanted access. So he shifted my panty and started touching my clit softly . Then he slid his middle finger in. ' Oh shit ' I moaned silently . He was finger fucking me right there in Shiro restaurant and he kept a straight face like nothing was happening. I was gushing wet already. I wanted to ride him so bad. I whispered in his ears ' I want to fuck you ' . Then he laughed and said ' let's go to the beach area ' . I waited as he settled the bills after which he held my hand and stood up. I stood up with him and he led me outside. I wanted to kiss him so badly then maybe finish up in the car. We got outside and picked a spot and I wasted no time , I started kissing him viciously while he held my waist and my neck softly.
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I was really getting into it when I started hearing a live band singing. I ignored it and I continued kissing him , twirling my tongue into his. The live band music was getting closer and closer until I heard a very familiar voice . I couldn't be mistaken , I hear this voice everyday. I wanted to turn to check but Michael held me tightly and continued kissing me so I ignored it. But 20 seconds later , there was nothing he could do to kill my curiosity - I needed to satisfy it. I turned and there he was , Timi Dakolo - TIMI FUCKING DAKOLO singing ' Iyawo mi , Ololufe mi ' my favourite song and he was smiling at me. God ! My heart was beating very fast as people started emerging out of nowhere holding up their phones with the flash on. Immediately , I recognized my Mom in her yellow dress , my two sisters and my closest friends - Simon , Tosin , Princess , Koko , Amaka and Bukky. They were all smiles. Jesus ! It was about to happen. My legs were shaking , my heart was beating. Adrenaline poured through my body as I slowly turned back to face Michael. When I finally faced him , he went on his knees , reached for his pocket and he brought it out. That tiny box every girl has fantasized about. He opened the box with finesse and I could tell what was in it was expensive. The ring was shiny and beautiful . Then he uttered the words ' CHINELO OPARA , WILL YOU MARRY ME ? '
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Everyone awwned and clapped but I was there , legs shaking , petrified and speechless. Cause one thing happened to me right there and then.....
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My world PAUSED !
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Everywhere was suddenly quiet. The liveband music faded and the only thing I could see was Michael kneeling in front of me with his eyes laced with fear , joy and hope at the same time. And at that moment , I saw him for the beast he was. I saw nothing but a monster. This was Michael the love of my life for three good years. The guy that took my virginity and the man I dedicated all of my life to. But within the split second I had to make that decision , I knew in my heart of heart I couldn't marry this bastard. The adrenaline in me mixed with hatred and disgust. My shaking legs suddenly became firm as memories started flooding in.
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What I didn't tell you guys before is that Michael , the love of my life is a woman beater. Michael still beat the shit out of me 3 weeks ago and this is why we're on this date. He was making it up to me. He always transferred agression especially if work was stressing him out. I can't count the number of random slaps I've received from this asshole. Dirty slaps that came out from nowhere because of something very minute. Oh , Michael was the king of apologies and he knew how to shower me with gifts each time he insulted my womanhood. Tears started rolling from my eyes as more memories rushed in my head. I remembered when I caught Michael pounding Chisom my biological sister on our bed! He thought I was out of town but I decided to surprise him that day. She was moaning like a dog while he pushed into her with even more energy than he did with me. I stood by the door watching them and the pain my heart went through was unexplainable. I literally died there standing. I had an anxiety attack because it was too much for me. This is why Chisom never calls me or text like before. This is why I secretly hate my little sister. But of course Michael apologized with a car and my Mom once again urged me to forgive him. Stating that ' A man of his caliber is hard to find ' . She scolded my sister and even said maybe he did it because he wasn't getting enough sex from me. I fucked Michael anywhere and everywhere he wanted!!! The same Michael still went ahead to have sex with my roommate when I was still in Babcock. The same Michael always has nudes of other girls hidden on his phone. The same Michael is a serial cheat. The overly jealous Michael that once took back the car he bought me because I took my car to the club to hangout with my girls. In his words ' Only whores go to clubs without their boyfriends and I won't let you use my car do that nonsense ' . The truth is Michael was a perfect man with all the imperfections. Happiness with Michael was always short-lived. He made my life comfortable but I had no peace and he made my heart ache too much. I was lost in thought when someone suddenly tapped me . It was my Mom . I suddenly turned my head and she whispered in my ears ' Zaa di gi ! ' which means ' answer your husband' in Igbo. I turned back and I noticed the cameras were still up. Live videos and pictures were being taken. The world waited for my reply so he could put the ring on my finger.
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I turned back to Michael and I could see the fear in my boyfriend's eyes. The sheer uncertainty in his expression and he went at it again ' Baby , I said Will you marry me ? ' . Tears rolled down my eyes uncontrollably as I pulled him up , held both of his hands and replied ' No Michael , I cannot marry you ' . My Mom shouted ' Chineke!!!!! ' behind me. Everyone behind me screamed ' Ahh! ' . I knew I was about to be all over blogs. I knew I was about to be a topic all over Nigeria . I knew my mother would call me a disgrace even after she did the most to take care of us after my Dad died . But no , I didn't flinch - my eyes were fixated on Michael as his hands started shaking and the ring fell . He asked ' Why ?' in a shaky tone and I told him plainly ' You don't deserve me ' . Michael stepped back and the liveband suddenly stopped. Timi wasn't singing anymore. Everywhere was quiet but my eyes were fixed on Michael. Simon rushed down to me , held me by the shoulder and asked in a low tone ' Babygirl , are you okay ? Did you have too much to drink ?' . I replied ' No ' ' I need to get out of here Simon ' . I could see Michael's eyes tearing up , my mother was already on the floor wailing. The people there were disjointed as Simon walked me outside and he signalled everyone not to follow us. We strolled abit in silence and he held my hand all through - quietly. He was the only person that I told everything that happened in the relationship. He was the only one I didn't pretend to. I enjoyed making my girlfriends jealous by painting a perfect image of Michael to them. The same way I painted that image of him to you at the beginning of this story. I'm sure everyone else didn't understand except Simon. Simon understood me perfectly and he understood my reasons without even asking. He ordered an Uber to his house and I wept profusely on his shoulder while we sat on his couch. He didn't utter a word , all he did was hold me till I slept and that was all I needed.
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Ofcourse , I was a subject of ridicule on the internet. Many theories were compounded against me. We live in a very misogynistic world and I received all the backlash. ALL OF IT ! If I had told this story then , it would get lost in the noise. But today makes it six months since the proposal and I feel its time to tell my story and let others learn from me.
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Please leave abusive relationships ! Mental ,verbal or physical. I'm talking to both guys and girls. Your sanity is Paramount! . For girls - don't ever choose luxuries over happiness! You'd rather cry in a benz than honda right ? I've been there , pain is pain ! Don't decieve yourself. Put marriage off the table once you notice certain tendencies. There are always signs but we always choose to ignore them hoping for change. Stop ignoring those signs just to agree to a lifetime of regret and sorrow. I was wrong to not have broken up earlier but I didn't know he was going to propose. I didn't do it to disgrace him . I am not that kind of person. He only hinted proposal once and we both laughed about it. So to those saying it was intentional , it wasn't.
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I will say this and I'll reiterate it everytime. Nothing is as paramount as your Happiness. Its not something you should even have trouble thinking about.
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CHOOSE YOUR HAPPINESS ALWAYS !
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Chinelo Opara.
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This piece is written and owned by ENNY KASTIEL 


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